ABOUT
This website was designed by John J. McClaire III.
In the fall of 2010, I created an installation in my college’s student art gallery.My installation featured a welded sculpture that held two Xbox controllers (one pink, one blue). The controllers had MP3 players installed inside them, and headsets attached to the MP3 players, allowing the viewer to interact with the sculpture by listening to audio while reading the banners placed around the room.
The banners contained phrases from the transcripts of audio I had recorded while playing Call of Duty on Xbox live. The pink controller played audio that is somewhat typical of a woman’s experience gaming online, and the blue controller played more male-based audio.
Since it is a war game, it is considered genuinely unusual to find a female playing Call of Duty, and some of the males playing the game react with hostility when confronted by a female gamer… especially if the girl gets a better score than them. However, the insults thrown at female players are generally predictable, and dated. It’s a stereotype that all female gamers are: fat, ugly, lonely, bad at video games, and should be in the kitchen, making a sandwich.
And that’s essentially the focus of my blog- the dated, hostile, and sometimes downright weird reactions men, and occasionally even other women, have to interacting with females in an anonymous setting that is considered to be male dominated (online video games, specifically first person shooters). Obviously sexism isn’t the only problem prevalent in online gaming, it’s just the one I’ve chosen to focus on.
This behavior is something that most female gamers will have to face at some point if they choose to game online. The aim of my project is education; some people genuinely have no idea this is going on. By exposing this type of behavior, I’m hoping to raise awareness- and possibly push people to remember that it’s a real live person on the other side of that microphone.




6 Comments
Avery
01 Nov 2012 01:11 am
Before i speak, I am a man, but believe in equality. had little idea this was going on, though the first time i really heard anything was when i found Anita Sarkeesian and really enjoyed her videos. but found people attacking her. I never understood why this happend, just very odd. For a while i thought it was just a bunch of looser gamers that couldn’t stand to see there fav games being harshly criticized for large negative faults.
But i have seen that its only a symptom of a large problem of sexism in gaming. and sexism in life. people taught of stero types and its on our brains, because of this writers have trouble writing strong female character in balance with male characters with out trying realy hard. I am guilty of this my self and was ashamed when i relised i was writing mainly men centered storys and what it basically ment. that all men are raised sexist…. our society need to break out of this horrible trend, and realise the wemon are just as equal as men.
Pcool
07 Dec 2012 09:12 am
You have a lot of peeps listened to your recordings at that art gallery? You should have put a hidden mic in there and listened to their reactions.
Rachael (railene)
29 Jan 2013 04:01 pm
Hi
I just wanted to say, you are AMAZING. You’re a very intelligent and definitely know what you’re doing in gaming (real world as well…but I wouldn’t know that haha!) Either way, it was wonderful seeing documentation of the shit I’ve dealt with as well…I digress, I’m no good with CoD. The fact that you are amazes me, or that anyone is amazes me really. I’m just bad at it, I’m more of a RTS and MOBA player…and I can’t play very well on anything other then a PC. Harassment is real, it’s not just shit talk amongst gamers when guys threaten to rape. The last time I checked, it was never okay to joke around about raping a woman. Alas, games draw the attention of children and man-children alike. We just have to fight through it and prove that we’re better, so they can take it in the butt instead…lol. Joking of course. <3 Keep strong girly
make us ladies proud!
Myriam
11 Feb 2013 04:02 pm
Hey Jenny. I have to say that since I found your website (and I follow you on Facebook), my life in gaming has been better…. not because sexism comments stopped, but because I feel like I have support in what I do. I want to thank you for inspiring me to continue gaming and not care about what people say. I actually feel really proud to game. I am really not the best, but I am good. I know how to play the games I play and I don’t understand why my sex should be something people would or should care about.
Please continue posting and being awesome!
Thank you,
Myriam S.
Robin
16 Feb 2013 03:02 pm
*Groan* It’s not quite as bad in MMOs as it is in multiplayer shooters, but I still end up dealing with a lot of this. Voice chat makes it so much easier to communicate while playing, but sometimes I really hesitate to to do so just because I don’t want to have to deal with sexism that day. So thanks for doing this site- because I think people don’t realize just how bad this problem is.
Amber Heald
11 Mar 2013 09:03 pm
It may not seem like much, but thank you so much for all that you do here. You play this game because you love it, and you put up with the abuse and name calling and misogyny to show us that we can beat this if we persist. You show people that this exists and it’s very real, even if they’ve never personally encountered it. Just… thank you.
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